I wonder sometimes...
If the world can be fair?
Is this it?
I wonder all day...
If life is even fair?
Is this it?
I wonder all night...
If I need to be alone?
Is this it?
I wonder everyday..
If I love life?
Is this it?
So alone all it is...
This is it.




This was written on April 25, 2003. I found in an old box. It was written most likely right before a suicide attempt. Luckily I am still alive five years later. In fact, just a year and a couple months later..I ran into now my husband. It make you really think when you run into a old writing like this one. Thank God I am still alive and that that wasn't IT.