Past pain

Pain form deep within
The object of the unknown
Wondering, why, what, and how
Living with the burden
Of the unkind mind
MAlice fowls my heart
When I fail
An illness, a hurt
A feeling of worthlessness
Disassembled day by day
Putting yourself together
Looking for the light
At the end of a dark tunnel
A hatred for the cause
A love for the strength
Fears of past mistakes
Hopeful of the up and coming
Yet scared still
Motionless in a trance
To be fearful of how
I could become
Pain from deep within
The object of the unknown
1/24/06